



Those are just a few of the reasons that May is a time where I find myself lost a little more than usual. I am not sad, exactly, just missing her terribly. I said something to my mom last week that made the both of us laugh. We were talking about planning our trip to Williamsburg. She asked me something and my first thought was that Debi would have known the answer to that question. Before I even had time to catch my thought - I blurted out, "I just would like to have one phone call a month up to heaven to ask Debi all the questions I need answers to!" My mom just laughed at me! Okay, I realize that is not sane, but is certainly would be nice! You know what though... I found myself talking to a friend about how Debi had something to do with "Fruit and Spirit" on her kitchen wall. I could see the words, but I didn't actually have the whole verse in my head. I have never been very good at memorizing Bible verses. It is just not one of my better skills. Anyway, my new box of curriculum comes in the mail. One of the books is for Bible study. I open it up and the page it turns to is Fruit of the Spirit. There it was! Like it was just bumping me on the head!
The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.
Galatians 5:22, 23
I guess God is listening even when I don't think He is and I think Debi is with me even when I don't feel like she is. I guess there is probably always going to be this feeling every May and then there are the other times throughout the year. It is just as plain and as simple as I miss my friend...
The rest of the stuff will just fall into place I guess. I am a big believer that life teaches you science, history, logic, etc. We have not been really big on formal study for anything other than math and reading and she has done really well. I do think it is time to add in a little more structure, though. I am going to be teaching ART at our co-op this year. This means I get to look all over the vendor hall for interesting and enticing art curriculum and ideas. I am really excited about this. I taught science this last year and had so much fun. I would have said I didn't like science before I taught this year. I know I love art, so it should be even more fun.